Saturday, 24 September 2011

  • problems

    Okay, deep breaths. I feel so hollow, and hurt, and broken right now.... I can't stop shaking, though it's not nearly as bad as it was before. I didn't even think I could get that mad anymore. I thought I was over that. Guess it's obvious now that i was wrong, and I can still get so mad i can't even think straight.... I don't even know what I wanna do with myself right now.

Tuesday, 09 August 2011

  • #blech

    Sooo bored. I did manage to accomplish a few things today, though. Paid some bills. Finished cleaning out my truck. Jason's off getting some new tires put on his car. *sighs* Still need to do laundry and pay rent, though. And, my most recent paycheck was from a week where I got jerked around. So, not as good as I'd like. : (

    I de-fragmented my computer. But, honestly, I think I'd rather copy my data and then wipe and re-boot my computer. Mmm... decisions, decisions... *huffs* Anyway. That's all I have for today.

Sunday, 07 August 2011

  • Wonders abound!

    Oh, goddess! It's gearing up to storm outside, big time. The clouds are just GORGEIOUS right now. I dunno why, but I'm just giddy every time I see such a thing. Not when I'm looking to have to drive through it, of course. But, any other time... Oh, it just gets my blood pumping! *squeals*

    Ahhh... it's just... *drools*


Monday, 11 July 2011

  • WTF?! Really, now?

    Well... I finally reached one of my personal goals this weekend....

    I went to Victoria's Secret and actually got measured, both being a first for me. And, how is that upsetting, you ask? Well, first, like I've said, I've never been measured for a bra before in my life and I'm now 28yrs old. I found out yesterday that I am in fact a 32D. "Nice" some of you reply. No. It's not. Trust me. I've spent the last 10+ years thinking that I couldn't possibly be more than a C, and 32? really? I've been buying 34/s and 36's, depending on the bra. :O *sighs* Anyway, that shock over with, I take the nice girl's advice and start browsing the various styles, looking for something acceptable to go and try on. Now, I'm not much of a shopper. Set me loose in Hot Topic or Spencer's and I'll have a grand ol' time. Send me to Victoria's Secret, though... well... I was anxious to leave. And, the 2-3 bra's I picked would have been fine, but the lady in the dressing room suggested I try a few from their little box of "the best selling" top 10. Whatever!  I took them, thanked the girl, and locked myself in the room for the impending humiliation. Ohhh, boy was I right!

    First, the damn things, despite being a cup larger than I'm used to were sooo unbelievably tight! I mean, HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE?! I either had trouble getting the straps over my shoulders (which is unheard of, normally i can't keep them on), or the damn thing made me look like I had 4 boobs instead of 2! Seriously, is this thing bigger or not?!

    In the end, there ended up being only 3 OUT OF 13 that seemed to fit me decently enough. Then came the next shock. All three of these simple, cotton bra's .... cost... $50... apiece... *grabs paper bag for breathing*

    Awww, come on! I mean, we're in a recession, right? WHO CAN AFFORD THAT?! Please! Tell me! If you can afford that, good for you! come find me and I'll slap you. *stirs in my anger and frustration*

    So, after consulting my boyfriend on this whole monstrosity, I decided to only get one of the blasted things, as insurance, so that I wouldn't forget what friggin' size to look for next time I go bra shopping at a more SANE establishment.

Wednesday, 29 June 2011

  • new obsessions

    Heh. I've recently become enamored with photographing the scenery around me. Sky, flowers, etc. I'll be posting pics in the photo blog section, or whatever than thing is. So, please check them out. I'll try to keep track of where I was when the pictures were taken, but honestly, it's not always so easy. XP
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